So... I'm gone. I guess that's more than obvious, so it doesn't need to be said. But I wasn't sure what to open with. Yours is the hardest to write, I think. It's nothing to do with you... I just don't want to make you feel weird.
Anyway, I really do think of you as a friend. A buddy. I wish we could've fought bears together, since you were really excited about that. We could've found bears somewhere, I'm sure, even if Gran Pulse doesn't exist anymore. We could've made it happen, for sure!
What else to say... It really is okay, to let yourself feel things that you're not used to. In a way, you remind me of Lightning. She started out as cold and detached and unwilling to let herself get close to anyone or anything, but she opened up once she felt comfortable around her companions. (She didn't have a laugh like yours, for sure!) I'm not saying you absolutely have to do that, or emulate her... but I hope you don't close yourself off anymore. I don't know your past, and that's okay. But I do think you deserve friends, even just one here and there, even if it's not me.
Gangrel
Anyway, I really do think of you as a friend. A buddy. I wish we could've fought bears together, since you were really excited about that. We could've found bears somewhere, I'm sure, even if Gran Pulse doesn't exist anymore. We could've made it happen, for sure!
What else to say... It really is okay, to let yourself feel things that you're not used to. In a way, you remind me of Lightning. She started out as cold and detached and unwilling to let herself get close to anyone or anything, but she opened up once she felt comfortable around her companions. (She didn't have a laugh like yours, for sure!) I'm not saying you absolutely have to do that, or emulate her... but I hope you don't close yourself off anymore. I don't know your past, and that's okay. But I do think you deserve friends, even just one here and there, even if it's not me.
Your friend,
Vanille